stop staring out at the rain. did you love her?

Gifts:


An Horse - Camp Out
Gossip - Standing In The Way Of Control (Beth Ditto is awesome.)
My Morning Jacket - Anytime New addition to "my favourite songs" list.

Point, Click. DL.
You know the drill.

This is a typical wallow in self pity post.

So I think my brain is fried.
I've been to two doctors. Went to A&E at TTSH once. Don't worry it's not H1N1.
I feel really guilty for those who sat around me/hung out though.
I'm so sorry. Do drink plenty of water and have vitamins.
My fever fluctuates between 37 degrees - 38.9 degrees
The worst part is that my fever comes down only after 2 hours of paracetamol consumption.
So I get the 38^ fevers at hours like 3-5am.
That bit really, really bums me out. Trust me.
What tops it all off is that I've to sit for papers next week, and I can't study because my brain is exploding and blowing up little dynamites in my head.
And what, really, really, really takes the cake is.
My Mom is already at Melbourne with my brother, and my Dad is going over tomorrow.
They're going to see penguins.
Penguins. Yes, penguins.
Cute little birds that waddle in icy water.
... While I burn, baby, burn.


*I don't actually mean the whole resentment bit, but I needed to wallow. Forgive me.


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Now playing: Dishwalla - Counting Blue Cars
via FoxyTunes

So, I'm listening to Hauschka. Math paper in front of me, I'm tapping on my "clear" key repeatedly, trying to figure out what makes Hauschka sound so enchanting.
The strings? Nope.
The piano would seem like the most sensible reason. It's the melody afterall. But, nope.
The double bass that plucks inconspicuously behind. Almost at random, irrelevant moments that you don't often anticipate correctly, albeit at a set rhythm of course.
But... It sounds, almost, almost. Almost like irregular raindrops.
Hauschka. Even saying it sounds like magic.

you rock my world.

black or white's my favourite.
download the video here.



I love you MJ.

so don't come back to stockholm.

band I'm absolutely crazy about at the moment: my morning jacccccccccket.
All I need :)

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

Such a lovely song. Really wanna watch the flick, gosh I never knew David Bowie acted before this! Thank you Hoho for the song :)

I just realised that our prime minister has one of the loveliest smiles I've ever seen, honest.

"I'm shaking and aching and talking to the sky
I shiver in the night but I can't sleep
You're as dark as the mascara that drips down from your eyes
Look what you've done to me

You're as dark as the ocean
As cold as the rain
You've got me weak with emotion
You're such a beautiful pain
Such a beautiful pain"


The Tears - Beautiful Pain

A jazz cover of Nirvana's Smells Like Teen Spirit


i'm sorry if i've become boring.
but all I ever want to do now is just post random songs.
deal with it!

"Sometimes the T.V. is like a lover,
Singing softly as you fall asleep,
You wake up in the morning and it's still there,
Adding up the things you'll never be"

Heart - Stars

Mystery Jets - Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis cover)

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Now playing: Placebo - Julien
via FoxyTunes