my current favourite ice-cream flavours are green tea ice-cream, cookies and cream and milk tea respectively.
i like 3 syllable words.
i like to bake, but i don't like to eat baked products.
i like craft, but i do not like art. (the drawing, sketching, the whole works)
i drift to a temporary self delusion that i'm a bohemian hippie living in 1967 whilst listening to woodstock era songs.
i like eric clapton better in cream than i do now.
muse makes me angsty.
i don't take a particular fancy to ballads, similarly yet not, i do not take a liking to heavy metal.
i wonder very much if rockstars mean the words they say, they're pure poetry on stage, but off...
i have a fantasy of making an intriguing, life-changing friend on the bus.
i like cars very much and i intend on owning a Jeep, but i have no intention to drive.
i do not like chocolate.
i always think that the grass is greener on the other side.




heh. i might very well just plant this whole chunk in on the next personality questionnaire i have to complete.

Wanderlust

pack your things it's time to go
somewhere with mountains somewhere with snow
leave everything behind
maybe out there, something better we'll find

we'll leave the warm streetlights
warm and inconspicuous they keep
we'll leave the safe nightlife
boring and unexciting we weep
we'll leave the flavours
all four packed into one

all these treasures
all we shun

honey it's a bittersweet life here
"too perfect!" we fear

kids, anarchy? don't bother to try
a day without your comfy little beds, my oh my.

i don't deny my wanderlust
but these words, do trust
nowhere out there like here,
but no one in here likes here.





Identity Issues


describe yourself, the paper demands
what's your personality?
what's your style?
inner being intruded, as i interrogate myself
over its commands

"it's to help you find yourself" an class "A" excuse

i don't fathom everyone to be that narcissistic
to have themselves as their muse

why should it be known what we think we are
decide our strengths and weaknesses

perhaps goals are acceptable, but to colour ourselves
in at a tender age as such,
that's going too far

whatever happened to nature
that beautiful course
the wonder and mystery of growing up
oh, it's all outdated, of course.

open the colouring book
pencil in the marks and splash the myriad of shades in
"this is me! this is me!" sixteen year old
Mary proudly proclaims
but precious, there's so much you haven't seen.

dear mother

i'm not going to hide,
i'm going through a rough patch with my family right now.
amongst other things.. it's no good.

i feel that i have so much love to give her,
and when she doesn't take it,
it turns sour.
and sometimes nothingness beats this sour, bitter love.

well i skated 30km today at the national runway skating event with yihui and rey
good fun!
my legs ache like anything
and i've picked up a couple of sliding tricks!

ah i lost all of my say anything songs and i've craving them so bad.

placate her

school has been good and not at the same time
like jasmine said, this week is just MESSED. UP.
lao shi got really mad at us today, cause we came late after PW
i feel awful after the whole ms victor / mr. S / mdm tan fiasco
will apologize tomorrow, definitely.
band was alright, i'm really tired.
ms victor rejected our whole group's GPP by the way,
whoopdeedoo. but all's good. (:
phil made me think about icecream &)*)@*)*@)&#)(*#&(@&(&(&#(&@(&(&@(&(&(&(#&

ANYWAY RYNA I'M STILL GETTING SPASMS OF SHOCK ABOUT IT


messed up. hahahah, wellmmm. girlfriends in school make my day!
parting shot was spent with jasmine and lingling at the canteen chatting about nonsense and certain individuals(!) ..................... and i'm here.
i'm tired.

the worst thing is to know that there's something wrong
and you don't know what it is
my mother fainted in the YWCA lobby today.
right in front of me, she just collapsed on the ground.
she's okay now.



as john lennon would say,


"help."

sokyi's birthday celebration!
pictures on facebook guys (:
anyway, dear D&J&F, 3/5 of wafflegang decided to pull a david copperfield on ryna and I, leaving us completely depressed the entire day before we found stupid things like note-passing and warped theories of counting down time together :D teehee ryna yogurt
I MET KYNA KNG BAO YUE AFTER 048080280802384 YEARS
I MISS HER LIKE CRAAAAAZY
hahahah, i've been meeting up with my mates recently! so happy so happy.
tmr, gig@fortcanning/homeclub! i'm going for the fortcanning one. mmmmmyea.

my mom's not feeling too well, and my brother's toes got run over by a trailer.
all's good though, i'll just keep on praying (:

so i'm blogging again!

band concert's over, it was lovely, albeit the mistakes and all.
love my section mates!
and a bigbigbigbigbig thanks to my awesome as anything classmates for turning up!

okay so i stayed in today,
flubug.
i slept till TWELVE on the couch in the hall.
TWELVE!
half of my day was burnt by lying motionless on a sofa, doing nothing but consuming precious oxygen.
.. and man was it worth it (:
i feel soooo good nowwwwwwww
rachel is right.
sleep. is. good.

anyway, i made more than 5 trips downstairs from my room to the feezer to take scoops out of the strawberry cheesecake pint of B&Js. something is wrong with me. i don't even like B&Js thatamuch. after which, had dinner with ma at Ivin's! and then i had the bezzzzt strawberry milkshake EVER! at the nearby hawker centre, and AFTER WHICH we went to awfully chocolate to get a scoop of chocolate icecream and a chocolate cake. i wonder why i'm not a zillion kgs, really.

that aside, listen to this: my primary school mate who i often squabbled with who was my neighbour BACK at horizon gardens from p5-p6 and continued to be neighbours till I shifted to lentor.... is going to move..


ACROSS THE STREET!

hahah, we're stuck for life man!