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my head feels like it has been ran over by a bus


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i'm meeting elaine at 345 and have to get to school by 530

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i'd very much like to knock myself unconscious now thank you very much.

things i'll never say

i don't know what this has come to
i don't know what more i can do
i'm tracing our loose threads

looking for the seam
the beginning, the end
the gaps, the in between

i'm trying to tie up our loose ends
they look so bleak
i'm slipping i'm slipping
... why so weak?

sometimes it screams at the back of my head that

it's not that you weren't there, it's that you're not here.


monday was cool, met up with tracie zheng and nick,
as usual people were late,
chatted with zheng over yoguru
he looks terrible now with bengster hair
tracie came after, went to the arcade to play some pretty cool first person shooter game
headed to kenny rogers' for dinner
talked about all the cool places we'd go to together
can't wait. really.
went to clark quay after that, had turkish icecream..
WHICH IS NOT, I REPEAT NOT, NICE
someone apparently threw the whole spoon into the river, which was just.. wrong. really. got mad at him for abit before i realised that THE THING DOESN'T MELT. IT JUST.. FLOATS. we sat there for half and hour and it just.. floated! i'm telling you guys, it's not icecream. seriously.
went to timbre after that, pizzzzzaaa
and home. was dead beat after.
tuesday.
school,
went off with jas to meet deanna, maaaan she has cool parents.
after which headed to bugis, met daniel for lunch and i went back while the two shopping queens continued on their pilgrimage to empty their poor wallets :D i'm kiddingggggg.
went back, my mom asked me to ask my friends over so i asked P, who asked me to call S, which i completely forgot about so.. i think he hates me now. he calls me the worst friend ever by the way. sigh.
played tons of red alert 3! way cooler than all you little punks playing dota man.
heh.
ran with grace yesterday, i missed her like crazy.
had a tiny dinner.. and more red alert!



f
inally
riday

i have black knee patches for.. knees now!
fell while skating at the loooooooong winding road
shucks so much at laughing at them wearing jeans
haven't seen sunshine for a long while. it was really good.

CAMERA OBSCURA!
it was.. okay la.
hahahah, to be honest
it isn't, a good idea to listen to indie folk bands live actually.
rachel and i had to shake each other awake at certain points
but i really like their new songs, they sound promising
plus i loved the ABBA cover
the poor girl dropped a pin on the floor only to have it scavengered by some lucky dude
studied for chinese and hung out with ip and michelle, just kept eating, and eating.. and........... eating. she has an anthony now.. I'M DYING TO SEE HOW HE LOOKS LIKE.
he'll treat you right, i'm sure, i'm sure.

well yesterday was chinese As
i'm not expecting alot..
spent some time trying to figure out warcraft
michelle came after!
watched alvin and the chipmunks and had pizza for dinner homemade by aunty delia :)
eh, that movie isn't bad! i thought it'd be 2 hours jampacked with mega high frequencied voices that'd probably leave my ears ringing, but it was really sweet.

so i'm leaving for band in abit
i miss my favourite gym rat!

it gets better right?

"just do what you want."

thank you for the wake up call.




headed to town alone, browsed at borders.. windowshopped. mm. same old.
met phil at bugis, bickered and talked about nonsense.
after the most excruciating time of deciding where to go to eat, settled to have xiaolongbaos.
he's the third person i'm having their first xiaolongbaos with!
that aside, he gave me a good, good, wake up call.


"Even when you do bad stuff, He'll find some way to make it okay and make you feel okay! Where got friend like this one?"


aw man. that really hit me. thank you (: