just, You.

folks, no question about it.
I absolutely am deeply, helplessly in Love, deep, deep Love with God.

Just came back from candlelight service, and it wasn't the atmosphere or the great fellowship that made me all fuzzy about God, it just... feels right.
I've oversimplified this of course. This divine love is indeed, indescribably wonderful. It just fits. For once in my life, it makes sense. It just does. No strings attached. Just pure, pure, love. Just Christmas. Just, You.
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sectionals in the morning, met jasmine after to shop for gifts and candlelight after.
company was great. went for candlelight with the small group, and by supper it was just ziyang, eugene, jia, michael, chua, caleb and janaan. last train home alone, and i saw wenyi's mom! i haven't seen her in ages, fancy seeing her in such a place. oh right, jasmine and i almost killed ourselves today.
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5 things I learnt today

1when i'm really, genuinely, happy, i laugh for no reason.
2people still fall in love when they're 50. this crazy thing, it doesn't stop. michael's story proved it.
3you can concentrate better when you hold your breath.
4many people don't know that drizzling is "mao mao yu", when translated to chinese.
5Christmas is beautiful.