Tuesday, December 23, 2008

oh dear, not again.

self-containment.
what is it? being able to control, to hide or to skillfully blur those tricky, tricky emotions? tricky.

to be or not to be.

it's Christmas eve.
hear the summer-snow?
it's raining.
i'm also watching Atonement, Keira Knightley is smoking a cigarette and it just looks odd.
i can't pay attention to anything.
my mind is running amock.
i need self-containment.
my imagination is bigger than me.
no, more like, bigger.. than what i'm able to handle.

drapes. i'm thinking of heavy drapes.
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oh no. the video just stopped.
it switched to David Artchuleta (sp?)
i'm switching the channel.
hee. MTV.
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pop-up books.
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mystery jets... sigh.

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